1. heheee

    heheee

  2. This is pretty bad ass.

    This is pretty bad ass.

  3. There is a question I have been asking myself, yet I do not know the answer. It burns deep within my brain. I ponder how to go about finding the solution. When will I know when I have answered this haunting question? When will I feel that it rings true?
My question is simple: How do I make myself happy?
And with that question comes a pool of others.
How do I accept myself the way I am?
How do I go about finding my happiness? 
How will I know when I am truly happy?
And so on and so forth.
This journey horrifies me; it terrorizes my dreams, my waking thoughts, and my subconscious mind. This one tiny question is the most horrendous thing I have ever asked myself.  Not to mention the fact that I have to do this alone. 
Alone, Alone, Alone….
If I say it to myself over and over again I begin to despise this word. Tears start to well up in my eyes and a skeletal hand wrenches at my heart.  I have lost myself along some fucked up back road. Always looking towards others to wrap myself in. Engulf my entire being in. To each of these people I have given a tinny part of my soul, and they sucked me dry till there was nothing left.  
I guess that would be a form of self destruction.
Self mutilation……

`art by mwah 

    There is a question I have been asking myself, yet I do not know the answer. It burns deep within my brain. I ponder how to go about finding the solution. When will I know when I have answered this haunting question? When will I feel that it rings true?

    My question is simple: How do I make myself happy?

    And with that question comes a pool of others.

    How do I accept myself the way I am?

    How do I go about finding my happiness? 

    How will I know when I am truly happy?

    And so on and so forth.

    This journey horrifies me; it terrorizes my dreams, my waking thoughts, and my subconscious mind. This one tiny question is the most horrendous thing I have ever asked myself.  Not to mention the fact that I have to do this alone. 

    Alone, Alone, Alone….

    If I say it to myself over and over again I begin to despise this word. Tears start to well up in my eyes and a skeletal hand wrenches at my heart.  I have lost myself along some fucked up back road. Always looking towards others to wrap myself in. Engulf my entire being in. To each of these people I have given a tinny part of my soul, and they sucked me dry till there was nothing left.  

    I guess that would be a form of self destruction.

    Self mutilation……

    `art by mwah 

  4. imageoscillite:

    Ani DiFranco @ Def Poetry Jam, introduced by Mos Def, who calls her one of his heroes. 

    It’s less than three minutes in length, which is more than enough time for DiFranco to send chills up my spine.  

  5. Bomb girl in the works 

    Bomb girl in the works 

  6. Throw myself open like I have armored skin. 
Sell the lies inside my head, like a market place for thieves . 
I’ll turn my cheek, locked up, hide it underneath. 
These are the benefits of compartmentalization…I’ll compress you.
Watch me now, watch me drown in my psychosis.
Walk in closets filled to the ceiling with self made skeletons.
 Self-destructions a  man I’d like to marry.
Our wedding will be a sham lined with misery 
Because she loves his company so

`art by me

    Throw myself open like I have armored skin. 

    Sell the lies inside my head, like a market place for thieves . 

    I’ll turn my cheek, locked up, hide it underneath. 

    These are the benefits of compartmentalization…I’ll compress you.

    Watch me now, watch me drown in my psychosis.

    Walk in closets filled to the ceiling with self made skeletons.

     Self-destructions a  man I’d like to marry.

    Our wedding will be a sham lined with misery 

    Because she loves his company so

    `art by me

  7. imi-loa:

i was in love with every picture in this editorial 

I want those ^%$&ing leggings!

    imi-loa:

    i was in love with every picture in this editorial 

    I want those ^%$&ing leggings!

  8. Self-centered 
Chips, cracks, insatiable, unfinished 
 Walls left bare, ugly, ugly, ugly
 patches of caked paint
 wont fix whats chipped inside 
Windows dull, hazy, hazy, hazy
No amount of windex will
wash away the cracks
 Front door open, easy, easy, easy
 No amount of greed
 Will fill the insatiable 
Broken mirrors, cut cut cut
No super glue will fix
She’d rather be left unfinished 

`art by me

    Self-centered 

    Chips, cracks, insatiable, unfinished 

    Walls left bare, ugly, ugly, ugly

    patches of caked paint

    wont fix whats chipped inside 

    Windows dull, hazy, hazy, hazy

    No amount of windex will

    wash away the cracks

    Front door open, easy, easy, easy

    No amount of greed

    Will fill the insatiable 

    Broken mirrors, cut cut cut

    No super glue will fix

    She’d rather be left unfinished 

    `art by me

About me

"Spring is super in the supermarkets
And the strawberries prance and glow
Nevermind that they're all kinda tart and tasteless
As strawberries go
Meanwhile wild things are not for sale
Anymore than they are for show
So i'll be outside, in love with the kind of beauty
It takes more than eyes to know

Just show me a moment that is mine
Its beauty blinding and unsurpassed
And i'll forget every moment that went by
And left me so half-hearted
Cuz i felt it so half-assed"

~Ani DiFranco

My misadventures of self discovery and
happiness

-Art
-music
-writing
-make-up
-tattoos
-booze
-yoga
-creating art